You’re probably reading this in hopes that it will make that throbbing in your chest just stop for a second…. No promises but I will try.
That pain you feel right now will be something you feel for a very long time.
Maybe even forever, but definitely not as strong and definitely not for long periods of times.
Days will go by and you will start to notice that you’re not always thinking about him, and it will be reassuring.
There will also be days where you witness one little thing he used to do and you break down right there. But it won’t last forever.
Your heart is one of the strongest organs in your body, other than your tongue.
Which is ironic, because his tongue was probably one of the reasons things didn’t work out.
He didn’t treat you the way you deserved, and you know that, but it doesn’t take away that ache you have in your heart every day now.
You miss the good morning texts and the comfort of knowing you always had someone there for you.
You miss the fact that you really loved him and you never thought you’d have to a imagine a day without him.
But that dream hit the fan and now you’re sitting here reading this wondering if your heart is literally going to break because of the pain.
It won’t. You will move on from this. You will find yourself again and live just fine without him.
Because there was a time before him where you were as happy as you could be.
You will go on living your life. Some days you will feel that pit in your stomach in the ache in your heart but it will go away. And then one day you will meet someone new.
He may not be the one and he may make your heart feel the same way it does now, or even worse.
But eventually, you will find the man you are looking for. He will come out of nowhere and surprise you.
You will most likely not be looking for him and he will stop you right in your tracks.
Butterflies will fill your stomach again and your heart will finally long for his love instead of ache for someone else’s.
You won’t feel this way forever because your future lover is out there and finding him won’t take that long.
But in all honesty, you won’t need him to feel better. You will find yourself and that is the moment you will look in the mirror and see a strong woman who doesn’t need a man.
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